i am writing this post at 7:51. b/c i was downstairs fully dressed (gym clothes/gym morning) & i feel sorta kinda really *RESTED*. hell-o melatonin! i wasn't feeling so optimistic last night as i tried to fall asleep & it seemed to take awhile b/c when amelia woke up crying at 10:40, i thought i had still been awake. but i had been asleep! & once wes left to care for the millie-monster-at-night, i fell back asleep immediately & the next sound i heard was griswold whining to get out of the bedroom at 7:20. i took my pills, turned on the electric blanket & waited to fall back asleep (my usual routine when i wake up feeling totally exhausted). BUT! i was like 'what's this weird feeling i have? do i feel okay, pretty good?' 10 minutes later i was downstairs at 7:32...awake, nearly refreshed, dressed, not in a stupor of tiredness.
i don't know how long this will last today, but i am now hopeful. i now believe that yes, like dr im said, i may be feeling better in 2-3 weeks & be fully back to myself around january. IMAGINE THAT! WHAT?!
i must go now b/c the millie-day-monster is climbing on my back trying to do two things: steal my breakfast (cream of wheats, we share a favorite love) & also trying to take over the computer.
so this is the *first* time i've said this in nearly 4 months: good morning!
i don't know how long this will last today, but i am now hopeful. i now believe that yes, like dr im said, i may be feeling better in 2-3 weeks & be fully back to myself around january. IMAGINE THAT! WHAT?!
i must go now b/c the millie-day-monster is climbing on my back trying to do two things: steal my breakfast (cream of wheats, we share a favorite love) & also trying to take over the computer.
so this is the *first* time i've said this in nearly 4 months: good morning!


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After the "run-around" day you had yesterday, to feel better is saying a lot!! God bless Dr. Im. I love him unbeknownst.
(Maybe try giving old Millie-girl some meltonin, hmmm.....)
And through this all, the "fellows" interest yesterday may be a big stepping stone in future surgery after care, so realize you won't change the old-guard surgeons, but you may influence the next ones. Being the flint that ignites the flame for change is not the fun place to be, but consider yourself "helping the cause".
Yea Heidi! We're so glad to hear this, you deserve to be feeling better:)
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This is Beyond fabulous. Maybe Amelia needs to try melatonin! So happy for you, and good morning to you too!
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