Thursday, August 6, 2009

my girls are HOME

so yesterday was a good day. exhausting, but in a nice way. i went out of the house for the first time! you know, as in 'let's take you to a place where no one else knows you just had brain surgery'. so....off to costco we went! (my mom & i). the car ride was not good; i'm still getting VERY dizzy when i'm outside & especially when things around me are moving quickly. so driving 45 mph = head spinning for me. so while my mom drove, i had my eyes closed most of the time (but i did see the red light she went through, *wink wink*). then we got to costco & my mom sort of just said that she would drop me off & i was like 'naaahhhh, i can walk it' & then she pointed out that from the car to the store was the about as far a distance that i've walked so far & i was like 'hhmm, right-ee-o what to do now?' so i sat in the costco cafe after the tiresome walk into the store & to the cafe area. wes joined me to eat his lunch there (i had eaten at home) & there i sat until check-out. on the way home, i was treated to a small mcdonald's french fry! yummy. (i haven't had any sort of fatty foods in about 10 days, soo it just tasted to good, lol).

pic of me before our outing. i look slightly zombit-ish in this pic for some reason. or maybe like frankenstein?! lol.
this is the board i made for adeline & amelia when on their 'vacation' to gma & gpa gerbicks. each day, there was a little note to be read to them & then a sticker. then there was the big shopping bag filled with wrapped little gifts & on the gift was a sticker than coordinated with the sticker on each day. (hhmm, i hope that makes sense). apparently it went over well!

wednesday afternoon, after my busy morning of stretches & a longer walk (you know, down to the corner, 4 houses down, lol...think geriatric walk), then costco...i laid down for a nap. 20 minutes into my sleep i was disturbed by a voice i hadn't heard in 9 days: addy screaming "MAMA MAMAMA MAMAMAMAMAMAM" & watched as she danced & pranced around & hurled herself into the bed & gave me one of the best hugs ever. by this time i was crying & exuberance is one word to describe that moment.

i have been trying to avoid thinking about how much i miss the girls & it all hit me at that moment & i just wanted to squish them & hold them & love on them all night.
AND holy crap, gma sue did SO MUCH with them & they had gobs of fun. BUT being the wonderful gma & teacher that she is, sue taught adeline how to write an A! can you believe it?! it's true. i'll have to take a picture to show the proof.

& just this afternoon, i went to see dr welling at his office & my staples were taken OUT.

4 comments:

Paige Engle said...

Heidi--you look GREAT! Very interesting to hear about someone else going through this. I didn't have marks where they held my head in place! And you didn't get the plaster turban! Maybe in a couple of months we could have lunch out together? The joys of surviving this and seeing your children are only truly shared with another mom who has done the same. Read some of your old blogging--we MUST discuss Dr. Sotos!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

I have the same blue shirt you're wearing in your Frankenstein picture. :-0

-Anne Williams

Anonymous said...

I saw the A written by Addy - I was very impressed!
And the board...well it just made me cry when Sue explained it me! Addy was happily watching one of her presents when we arrived!
Erin byrne

Judy said...

YEAH ADDY!!! I am happy you are enjoying the girls. Pretty soon, things will be back to normal for you and they will be crawling all over you and Addy will be offering you frozen chicken nuggets....if she already hasn't done that. lol.