Wednesday, August 6, 2008

addy, 1 year ago OR rough day, must remember









today was a very rough day for the mama of this house. the emotional & hormonal roller coaster that is pregnancy struck me hard! addy & i both ended up crying throughout most of the morning, sort of feeding off of each other in certain ways. of course, i feel so guilty that i spent the morning crying, which made addy feel sad that she would then cry. then i would gain control of the waterworks & addy would be fine for a short while, then she would throw another stupendous tantrum for 10 minutes or more & i would again feel like a terrible mama & would cry again...it was pretty miserable around here!

thankfully, wes came home for lunch & gave me a pep talk & helped addy get some energy out (i tried to play outside with her this morning; after being outside only 5 minutes i was sweating so bad i had to change clothes & was getting a little lightheaded...i decided we needed to stay inside until the humidity lowers & my patience is a bit higher). then he put her down for an early nap, which she welcomed b/c she was exhausted (crying does that to a lady!).

while she was napping in the afternoon i was looking at pictures from a year ago. it is so amazing to me how much she has changed. then there are the pictures that have her current 'look'--a bit mischievous & sweet all at once. i know a year from now i'll look at pictures & probably laugh at the rough days & thank my lucky stars that i'm not pregnant (at least i better not be pregnant a year from now!!!). and it all starts again with j2... so here's some pics of addy in late july, early august 2007. there are some pics of wes & i also. it is also nice to look at pics of me almost a year after being pregnant with addy; they give me hope that i can lose this weight again!

ALSO: if another blogger could please tell me how to get the text above the pictures, i would greatly appreciate that! i am just not so computer savvy, but i know i'm not computer dumb...

2 comments:

Judy said...

Heids, YOU WERE CRYING WHEN I CALLED WEREN'T YOU? I know how you are feeling. It is ok. Addy fortunatly will never remember anything about this emotional roller coaster you (and I) are on...Promise. Addy will remember the walks to the park, mommy acting silly and playing with her, and the trips to the play area at the mall...and of course, Krispy Kreme. You are a good mommy and you will be just as good a mommy when #2 comes.
I think I am due for a maternity massage...wanna join.

Gerbicks said...

no, not at that moment i wasn't crying :o) but the other moments i was...I AM SO IN FOR THE MASSAGE!